Semantics via Mental Bulimia Nervosa

My perspectives will be changing on a daily basis, because I’m currently immersed in a volatile situation. Some of these posts will be contradicting, only because of this constant change in perspective.

Some days I will be angry, others I will be hurt. Sometimes I’ll be strong, other days i’ll be weak. If I could sum up my thoughts and views in an object (yay, metaphor time), it would be the pendulum; a constant 180 degrees of continual change. Eventually, it will even out to the point of being more certain of my thoughts and what’s happening in my reality.

My goal is to make sure all of these posts are Word Vomit. I am only typing what initially comes to mind. This will provide the most fluent and true thoughts from my head. Then, i’ll be able to look back at what I’ve said and compare it to how things are currently different or similar in the coming weeks/months/whatever. These posts will become less frequent as confidence is restored to my bones, and I have the ability to sort my thoughts only in my head, versus needing to articulate them via Word Vomit.

This should be interesting.

EDIT: One day I’d like for you to read these, whether our circumstance works out or not (for the better, in either direction). I feel like gaining a perspective on what I’m feeling on a day-to-day basis would be a great opportunity to further understand who I am and how I think. It may be painful, or amusing to read these (depending upon the circumstances, I suppose).